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Spring in Siberia – Artem Mozgovoy (Red Hen Press)

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Coming of age in late twentieth century/early twenty-first century Russia is the subject of expatriate journalist Mozgovoy’s début novel, which, based on the author’s fascinating bio, could be classified as a fictionalized memoir. Rich in details about the country’s turbulent and contradictory history over the past century, the book is timely for the American public while many of us struggle to understand the reasons for Russia’s 2022 invasion of Ukraine and the very nature of the Russian state and its people. Mozgovoy offers an extraordinary first-person account of life for average Russian citizens as well as the specific plight of LGBTQ+ individuals, and what he has to say is bold, harrowing, and damning.

Like the author, the narrator of the story, Alexey, was born in a remote, industrialized town in Siberia in the mid 1980s. We meet Alexy as a young boy, just a few years prior to perestroika and the ensuing dissolution of the U.S.S.R.. His vibrant rendering of his hometown and the period sweeps you off your feet. For the American lay reader, Siberia evokes images, gleaned from popular culture and perhaps clichés, but to read Mozgovoy’s passages is to see and, against one’s hopeful inclinations, to believe. In Alexey’s subarctic town of Taiga, winter lasts for half the year. For much of the season, the sun rises at ten in the morning and sets before five o’clock in the afternoon. Alexey must hike each day through snow drifts, in the dark, in -40 Celsius temperatures, to make his way to school. It’s a mile-long journey in each direction. The climate alone is overwhelming, and then we’re introduced to the boy’s sadistic teachers and classmates.

One is quickly aware that this is going to be a story of hardship and struggle, yet I found myself unprepared for the dimensions of that motif. In the tradition of classic Russian authors, Mozgovoy writes with such evocative detail, locations are like characters in and of themselves, and they are bleak, hopeless and hardened, exploited by the cruelty of a centuries-long succession of authoritarian rule, just as the Russian people have been.

Taiga is by design unremarkable. Its concrete apartment houses were built to transplant workers to the town’s factories, and they are so plain and identical, young Alexey has trouble finding his way home. In any given month, those workers, including Alexey’s parents, may or may not get paid for their labor due to the dysfunctional government-run economy. As a result, organized crime and alcoholism are rampant (and supported by corrupt law enforcement), and no one truly believes in the possibility of self-improvement. Yet, with all the discontents of Alexey’s working-class peers and their families, they have it better than the ethnic natives who live in dirt huts in the marshy

slums, abutting a barely disguised mass burial ground that was a prison camp during Stalin’s Great Purge of middle-class “enemies of the state.”

The fact that this is a story about real life people makes Mozgovoy’s novel more horrifying than any post-apocalyptic dystopia a science fiction writer could come up with.

There are slender rays of sunlight in Alexey’s world, most significantly when he spends the summer with his babushka in her farming village. Isolated from industrialization (at least for a time), his babushka gets all she needs from the land, and she’s generous and loving and eternally optimistic. Perhaps through a combination of shared nature and her abundant nurture, Alexey wants to believe the best of the world even as he’s harangued and shunned by peers and his own father due to his ‘effeminate’ looks and interests in ballet and poetry. Scalding disillusionment awaits him as he develops as a gay adolescent in a society where violence against LGBTQ+ people is a principal outlet for the emotional toll of systematic deprivation.

Mozgovoy writes that bringing attention to the terrors inflicted on queer people in Russia was his goal in publishing Spring in Siberia (and a forthcoming follow up novel about Alexey’s life after escaping to Western Europe). In that, he has achieved a much-needed spotlight on a human rights atrocity. The life choices for boys like him are suicide, heroin addiction, or risking illegal immigration, if one has the means.

I would argue that the author has accomplished even more than a portrait of queer struggle. Through Alexey’s story, he illuminates the complex histories of the Russian state, entwined as they are in the persecution of sexual minorities, yet vaster, seemingly impenetrable, a monster that eats its own young. What Mozgovoy presents is a repeated cycle of governance by deception and brutality from the Tzarist era to the false promises of socialist revolution to Stalin and his autocratic successors all the way to Putin, who Mozgovoy indicts as the enabler of the country’s vicious homophobic turn. To be honest, in spite of all the historical references, one feels that it is still incomprehensible, which is probably precisely what the author set out to accomplish.

A remarkable work that is both a poignant story of queer coming-of-age and a breathtaking history of modern Russia.

Reviewed by Andrew J. Peters

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Two-fer Thursday!

Sometimes, books come in for review in batches. These two arrived on the same day, so despite the disparity in how their narratives are delivered, they became inextricably linked in my mind. Then, I read them consecutively and thought why not review them the same way. So, here are reviews of Drew Pisarra’s Periodic Boyfriends and Mari Naomi’s I Thought You Loved Me, both excellent ways to pass the dog days of August.

Periodic Boyfriends – Drew Pisarra (Capturing Fire Press)

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The periodic table of elements always takes me back to 7th grade science class and Mr. Crosman, a handsome, curly haired, first-year teacher who was particularly fond of the periodic table, which bored me stupid. Too many numbers and weird letter combinations for me. I was glad when we moved on to genetics. But reimagining the elements with Drew Pisarra in Periodic Boyfriends, recasting each of them as sonnets to and about different men, was a delightful concept and an interesting experience.

The task of assigning boyfriends to elements sounds easy enough when it comes to the familiar–say, oxygen or nickel or hydrogen or tin. But strontium? Roentgenium? Ytterbium? Sometimes the connections are difficult to see, but that doesn’t make the effort any less entertaining. These poems exist beyond their origins, all 118 of them.

Take, for example, “Lithium”: You’re depressed. I get it. The meds have made/you fat. Your feelings haven’t changed. Your mind’s/gone flat. You no longer attain those fine/erections you once did and your low-grade libido/doesn’t care… The subject is clear, and the situation is one many have run into. But the opening lines to “Beryllium” are a bit more obscure: That one time I slept in a waterbed/I’d gone home with an eyebrowless drag queen/who kept me awake by grinding her teeth… Not exactly what you’d expect for an element used in the tech and aerospace fields, but there you are. That’s Pisarra for you.

A fascinating lesson in un-science, Periodic Boyfriends works on all levels. I’m sure Mr. Crosman would appreciate the effort.

I Thought You Loved Me – Mari Naomi (Fieldmouse Press)

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Memories are tricky beasts. Sometimes even the most reliable ones can vanish when in the presence of facts. They are as dependable as life itself, which is to say not very. But that’s only part of the story in Mari Naomi’s graphic memoir, I Thought You Loved Me. The main concern is the author’s reaction to the abrupt ending of a fourteen-year-old friendship that began in junior high school, burned brightly, then left ash.

Sometimes epistolary, sometimes poetic, sometimes plain and emotional prose, this powerful memoir seemingly glides by with its pretty or poignant pictures and typed or handwritten text, but there are uncomfortable and awkward questions that linger between the images. Was her relationship with Jodie all she thought it was, or was she wrong to begin with? How much of her life did she predicate on that false assumption? Was it her fault? What went wrong?

Rhetorical questions all, but Naomi has no choice but to ask them if she’s to work through the dissolution of what, at times, was the most important relationship in her life. She gets no answers but gifts us with a glance at the process by which she tries to come to some sort of closure and move on.

I Thought You Loved Me is a perfectly presented piece. The images and text work together with hearbreaking precision and a seeker’s eye for the truth. We can only hope writing the book was as restorative for the author as it is for the audience.

JW

© 2023 Jerry L. Wheeler

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Time Bomb – John Patrick (Queer Space/Rebel Satori Press)

Who doesn’t love saving the world? Or time travel? Or a great love affair? Well, with John Patrick’s Queer Space release, Time Bomb, you can have all of the above plus a very timely subject. I don’t know if Patrick planned the book to be out along with the big nuclear blockbuster movie Oppenheimer, but it was certainly a happy coincidence. Not that Time Bomb can’t stand on its own–it’s got wit, charm, vision, and a side-eyed sense of humor–but anything that sells books helps.

Our hero, Christian Sparrow, is a time traveler from the twenty-first century assigned to go back and derail the Los Alamos nuclear bomb project to save his dying earth. He focuses on wunderkind Archer Mayer, a nuclear physicist working with Oppenheimer, but Sparrow doesn’t plan on falling in love with him (as if one can plan this sort of thing…). Should he fulfill his mission and save the world, or should he give it up and go rogue for the man he loves? And what of the Soviet time traveler who shows up also bent on seducing Archer? Have no fear. All will be tied up by the end.

Patrick does an admirable job of world building here–okay, the world he’s building is one in which we live, but yet it isn’t. Patrick’s desert southwest is overlaid with a sense of finality and alien-ness much like one gets when seeing pictures of Mars. It looks like Arizona, but somehow it doesn’t. It feels different.

This difference carries over from the world building to the relationship between Christian and Archer. On the surface, it looks and seemingly feels like an ordinary affair, but a film of oddness obscures even the most pedestrian of details about it–especially when the Russian spy appears. Even so, Patrick approaches their meeting and furtive couplings with a sense of wonder, bringing the first stages of love to life with its little in-jokes and tokens of importance. It’s a great juxtapositioning with the backdrop of world-wide destruction.

But beyond any of this, what I carry away from the book is a feeling of inclusion. Queer men and women have always been here and have always been at the foundation of any societal movement in some way. Seeing ourselves in these historical situations reminds us that we are part of society in a real way our detractors can only marvel at. Christian and Archer affirm just by existing, and that is a marvelous thing indeed.

I consumed Time Bomb in a few days, sucked in by the first few pages on a Sunday morning and spat out by Tuesday, so it’s an addictive little fantasy that’s just the thing for your midsummer’s reading pleasure.

JW

© 2023 Jerry L. Wheeler

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I, Rob Graves – Robert Graves (Lilibet Publishing)

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It is seldom that I do this, but I feel that it is necessary to introduce a review with a trigger warning. I, Rob Graves (fortunately) is not about necromancy or necrophilia (nor is it an oblique homage to I, Claudius by Robert Graves, my first assumption); it does, however, contain frank depictions about trauma suffered as a child, and candid discussions of chronic depression, manic episodes, violence, and bipolar disorder. I should note that these episodes are not presented gratuitously, but matter-of-factly, as honest examples of mental illness.

In many respects, the trajectory of Graves’s memoir will surprise almost no one born and raised during the seventies and eighties: born into a ordinary working class American family, his parents later divorce; he is raised primarily by his mother; he and his family move around a lot, so that he attends several different schools; many of his childhood experiences, while no longer typical, were standard for the time (e.g., he had a paper route and later a part-time job at a franchise restaurant, and hung out at the mall). Ditto for his saga of coming out:  several interactions with older boys (although non-sexual) as a child that loom in his memory are the first clues to his Gay orientation; his growing understanding that he is somehow “different” from his peers; his equally deep understanding that he must hide this “difference;” incidents of bullying; his eventual coming out of the closet, first to himself, and then to his family–all of these incidents will be familiar to Gay readers, regardless of their age.

What makes this memoir stand out is the threads of mental illness that weave throughout this narrative. Graves has his first thought of self-harm at nine years of age; he visits a therapist periodically during his adolescence and early adulthood; he takes Prozac to battle chronic depression; and deals with a genetic predisposition for substance abuse–which morphs into a constant need for anonymous sex during the height of the AIDS epidemic. It wasn’t until he was forty-four that he finally was diagnosed with bipolar depression disorder resulting from a chemical imbalance in his brain, which he now manages with therapy and Vraylar. 

What may surprise some readers, even readers of this type of memoir, is the non-linear nature of the narrative. Graves likens his journey to that of an addict:  engaging in dangerous behaviors produced a “high” for him similar to a drug addict taking a “hit.” However, the memoirs of most addicts follow a predictable pattern of sudden success, addiction, a downward spiral that results in hitting rock bottom, and then the ascent of recovery. Graves, on the other hand, would go into and out of therapy, and/or be able to have medication for his condition–or not–several times during his life, and the counseling and meds were dependent on whether or not at the time he had a job that offered him health insurance. As a result, Graves’s story is not a single arc of crashing and burning, and then recovering, but a series of crashes where he picks himself up and continues on. (Also, similar to substance abusers, Graves could be “highly functioning,” especially if he had access to treatment.)

Although not an easy book to read, Graves’s memoir provides a valuable service with an unvarnished glimpse into mental illness, especially its unpredictable nature (and honestly, I think he makes a strong argument for universal health care).

Reviewed by Keith John Glaeske

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New July Releases

My grandmother used to say July was “hotter than the hinges of hell,” and it truly is. Especially these days. But the July reads are cool and delicious. Buy a couple.

From Queen of Swords Press:

Little Nothing – Dee Holloway

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From Bywater Books:

A Crime of Secrets – Ann Aptaker

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From Rebel Satori Press:

The Higher Genius – Kyler James

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From Bold Strokes Books:

Marigold – Melissa Brayden

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Here For You – D. Jackson Leigh

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It’s All in the Details – Dena Blake

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Digging For Heaven – Jenna Jarvis

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Forever’s Promise – Missouri Vaun

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The Town That Built Us – Jesse J. Thoma

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A Second Chance At Life – Genevieve McCCluer

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I Do, I Don’t – Joy Argento

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